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6:11 P.M. - Tuesday, Feb. 15, 2011 BM> �Thought I�d come by so we can talk.� Me> �We have nothing to talk about�said it all.� BM> �I�m broke�can you pay the insurance? You can take it out of my share when you get your back pay.� Me> �It�s only the 14th, WTF�how can you be broke�you pay nothing. Your share??? What are you talking about?� BM> �Never mind, I just want to come back home.� Me> �You are home, you moved out�remember?????� BM> �It wasn�t my fault I was depressed, my Dr changed my meds�I feel better now. I just realized I can�t live with out you. You are everything to me. Blah-blah-blah�� ME> �Don�t come over�I have nothing left to say. Please leave me alone.� BM> �You said if I went to therapy and marriage counseling�maybe we could be together again� Me> �That was a long-long time ago�before you moved out.� BM> �I want to move back first, then go to therapy�you can set up marriage counseling, then I�ll go. Hey�I�ll read your book if we get back together. That would make you happy�right?� Me> �Too late I could care less if you ever read it�.besides I tore yours up�.remember?� BM> �You know�I have been thinking�this is your fault. You changed when your mom passed away, you�re not the same person. I know, I know I should have been there for you�if I could go back in time it would all be different.� ME> �Oh wait a minute jackass�you already told me you were going to leave if I wouldn�t go back to Ark to live on some blasted mountain with you�you were planning our split before that. AND�when I got back from Indy you treated me so bad it became mental abuse. You made my life a living hell for over a year and a half.� BM> �Well, if you can�t let go of the past how are we suppose to start over?� Me> �There is no starting over� BM> �Blah-blah-blah�BS, BS, BS, Blah�� Me�I hung up the phone. Phone rings�not answered. Beep-Beep-beep�message��I can�t live without you�your are the only reason I am still alive. I mean it�I�ll do something to mys� Me> Deleted message without listening to all of it. Couldn�t sleep much last night�wondering if I�ll feel like it is my fault if he does something stupid. I hate times like this. Sandyz
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