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7:06 A.M. - Thursday, Dec. 11, 2008 I ask myself, what is wrong with you? I gave up a new life in Florida for this. Add to my twisted world, I got the �bug� again. Love these cold temps followed by runny nose and hacking cough. This one might run its course without a trip to the Dr. Our table once again has a line of over the counter cold meds covering it. I think I�ll decorate them with Christmas lights. I went to my spine Dr yesterday and got an epidural, maybe it will ease some of the pain in my back. Hope so. I am scheduled to go back in three months although he recommended I see a surgeon. I might pass on that suggestion. I slept the rest of yesterday feeling groggy but this morning my mind is a bit clearer. I am still waiting to hear from the lawyer concerning the contract from the publisher offering to print my book. I have noticed I don�t have as much patience as I thought I did. I feel like crawling through the phone and asking in person�What�s up? Ya or nay? I called and left a message day before yesterday. I hate the answering machine thing�I feel as though I sound like an idiot. My sentences are choppy and I have this insane desire to say, �Never mind. Don�t listen to this dribble.� Some times I hang up when reaching a machine. Opps! I then think, stupid caller ID. She didn�t return my call. Crap. My mind is playing weird games with me�it is as if I am waiting for the jury to come back after deliberations. Is the longer wait a good sign�or not so good? I just wish I could craw through that phone and rattle a cage. Sandyz
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