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8:31 A.M. - Friday, Sept. 14, 2007 He called made it to up North, glad he had a safe trip. We stay connected for the auction, once it is over one last memory fades away. I am going to Florida to be close to my kids and grandkids. For the first time I am beginning to feel the excitement. My girls have started the search for a little home to begin the next chapter of my life; do you "hear" the heart beat quicken as I type those words? New day, next chapter, my choices, my likes and dislikes, this is the first time in my life I will have no one but me. Husbands, kids, always doing for someone else, and now I can buy movies I like, music I want to listen to, food I love, I don't have to cook if I don't want to, (I don't want to, this way I don't have to clean the oven.) See the world, go places, do things, laugh; yes, I can laugh or cry when I want to. I want to meet this person me I think she is ready to shake off the past and live. I may have those down days but I think I am ready to climb back up, life again is all about choice, I choose to love life once again. Sandyz
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